Where's the Beef??

Looking for my killer instinct, dominant gene, my whatever-it-takes resolve!! I seem to have lost it somewhere along the way to gentleness, kindness, and learning to be content in all situations. I need to keep moving forward in my life. I have done well in healing from divorce, restoring broken relationships, being an involved and loving Dad, and accepting God's restoration back to ministry. But, I still lack the something to push faster, higher, and overcome some obstacles. God, give me the vision, strength, and stamina to make it happen.